Sissy__Trish

At a young age, 5 yo my mom caught me going through her panty and bra drawer, the different items felt wonderful in my young hands…

Throughout my teens my favorite go to helper was the Sears catalog, lingerie section…it was all so pretty

I was in my mid 30’s when I ran across some stories in Penthouse magazine about Crossdressing….the descriptions of the lingerie brought up those youthful memories. I remember how soft those things were, and I loved the things my wife wore….and I wanted to try them also. I mean the story I read that couple had a wonderful time. I just had to find a way to ease that into a conversation with my wife

It was common for her to come home from a busy day in the office and for her to just take off her dress and sit with me on the couch and watch TV and have a cocktail or two. She, at that time, was a big fan of the Victoria’s Secret Second Skin Satin line. I have always liked satin and how it felt…it felt even better having a woman wearing it. I loved running my hands over the fabric and she loved the attention also.

It was at her office Christmas party, and several cocktails that I got the courage, or the loss of common sense, and I whispered in her ear I knew what I wanted for Christmas… I told her I wanted my own satin panties….because by now I couldn’t keep my hands off of her when she was wearing the stuff. She looked back at me with a puzzled look……..and without a smile and said “We’ll see”. Then I just though I did the dumbest thing a husband could do…and though there would be a big discussion when we got home…. Nothing.

Christmas day and the family was opening presents, she directed the order in which we opened the, the kids opened theirs first…..then she opened the one’s I got for her….I remember she wanted a short leather skirt…which was mid thigh. A side note here when I was in the leather shop picking out the skirt checking my note and what not, acting like a real nube around women’s clothes. The sales gal came over to ask if I need help and in my nervous state replied, no I think I got this. I double checked and everything seem right and went to the check out desk. There were no word spoken other than “do you need a gift box?” and I said yes that would be great. We were the only two people in the store at this time…. As I was walking out….she said “I bet you’ll look cute in that” now I was really blushing, more so than before.

Anyway back to Christmas Day…. I was the last one to open gifts, the kids were busy playing with their new toys and wifey was passing the presents for me to open. Same stuff …shirts and sweaters. Then she passes a very familiar looking box I opened it up to find a dozen pair of Victoria’s Secret Second Skin Satin. I was stunned! I looked at my wife, I know I had a big smile on my face and said thank you. She handed me another box and low and behold there were 3 sets of Satin Pajama’s from Victoria’s Secret. I was so excited to slip on a pair of those panties, as I was leaving to room to change into them….my wife said “Don’t get too excited, remember we have to go to her parents house for Christmas Brunch”….. bummer!

I enjoyed the fact that I was able to wear my stuff around the house, no problem especially the satin PJ’s kids didn’t know the difference………so life was good

I worked outside all year long so in the winter it gets pretty cold and long underwear is a must. My wife suggested I try on a pair of her panty hose instead of the long Johns…. She said she knew biker who wore them to keep warm when riding…. Hey I could care less. I was so into wearing the panty hose that whole winter….and lovin it, with the exception of it was harder than hell to take a leak unless you cut the crotch panel out.. worked for me.

With all the women's wear I was able to wear, it wasn’t too long before I wanted to wear skirts and dresses…..this is where she got uncomfortable with the whole thing. She did not want to see me fully dressed. I was good with that. I bought some nice outfits and a very nice Revlon wig. Got make up lessons from a CD friendly Mary Kay rep and I was ready to go out dressed.

The gay clubs were the only place I knew where other CD’s went to, this was all before the internet, so most of the information were from magazines about crossdressing… which wasn’t much info. My first time out I think it took me 3 hours to get every on makeup nails and what not. I had picked a club that had a motel about a block away from it so I was able to accomplish this with out the wife finding out. I had a blast….the wind on my nylon covered legs gave me an instant hard on… It was great meeting other CD’s and getting to know others that enjoyed what I enjoyed.

I also discovered that I was attracted to other crossdressers sexually, I was not Bisexual, or was I? I was turned on looking at photos and videos of other TV’s or was it the pretty cloths they were wearing? It was a combination of both…naked guys just don’t do it for me.